Well it just happens and no one is there to tell you what really goes on...you're stuck between what you are supposed to do and what is expected of you and all you can do is listen to the war going on between your head and your heart and hope that the one that wins will be good to you...he teases me with his soft-eyed looks and mysterious smiles...his hands carress my hair and his fingers grip my arms but the next day its as if nothing went between us...confusion is his only game and his reward is my pain...I don't know how much longer my heart can survive his touches and brushes it pains me. knowing that he isn't faithful to anyone what makes me think he would be faithful to me and my broken heart...his laughter pulls at my heart but I know what will happen this time and even knowing the outcome I go willingly to the slaughter-house. oh well what can I say I love him even if he never knows it at least I know. I know.
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